PINDAH

UP till 2day, dh almost 4 months i am here. kt pasir gudang. n till this time also, azam is still trying 2 get transfered here. kadn ok, kdg k.o gk jiwe ni. but what 2 do. life goes on. tdor x nyenyak, ke, mkn x lalu, ke, jiwe kacau, ke, ape2 pn, ke, i still have 2 live life, ite?

what is about 2 b a good thing, is that, next weekend, (not this 1), my mi amor is coming with all of our stuff from pj 2 here. in other words, MOVED. but only apply to the stuff, not himself. sounds like 'pity me' but not bad when he has put his best on all of this matter. ( i damn luv him, anyway). at least, he can make me comfort wit all d facilities n accommodation n a feel that chenta ade even it is just his kepam smell of his bantal.

nothing much 2 say about this PJJ ( Perkahwinan Jarak Jauh)a term given by others in d department -JPA (Jabatan Pengajian Am) @ PJB (Politeknik Johor Bahru). we r just like having a PJJ club here. all about d same issue. kne transfer n d spouse blm dpt tukar, xnk tukar cz nk ikot suami tp x dpt lg, xnk tukar cz nk blk kg n spouse is already there. no job satisfaction here, wishing 2 tukar n mcm2 lg.

2 me, keje kt mane2 pn same. cz u'll never knoe wat is going 2 happen until u were there. if u moved bcoz of others, then u'll might b facing d same situation wherever u go.

mlm td, i cannot sleep well bcoz of the lambed. Backbone ache. sian... kn? xpe lh. kjap je. 2 3 days until nora is back.

now i have to make myself bz wit anything so i can minimize my thought of sunyi, sepi, n rindu 2 chenta. dis weekend 2 kemas2 rmh dpn, s preparation for chenta's coming next week. n ape2 je lh.

i try 2 strengthen my spirit, mind, n soul for stiap awan kelabu, ade jalur perak (every clouds have its silver lining)a.k.a setiap yg berlaku, ade hikmah d sbaliknya.

for now, i am just thinking of seeing him next weekend. not matter with the stuff or not. but he is my loved stuff ever.

insyaAllah, d cheer will still b there s long s we never forget 2 ask from the ALmighty.

 aku mencintainya, demi cintaku pd-Mu ya Allah. moga aku dicintainya, demi cintanya pd-Mu Ya Allah.

AMIN......