syafiq remind me of the sinetron adamaya wit his performance of'yang terindah'
here is the lyric
Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran
Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah
dedicated SPECIALLY to my CINTA
LUV U SO MUCH!!!
*bfore that, syafiq sang diam2 jatuh cinta by ramlah ram. mat bunge rupenye die ni.... ;p
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
PUBLIC SPEAKING
this is d thing that we (my students n i)are working out dis n nex coming 2 weeks. its kinda very usual thing during study time ite? most of us must had taken part in it. it is just that not averything r too sweet 2 b remembered. kn??
sum how, wat we had yesterday was sum sort of having our sweet time together. every1 seem 2 b very enthusiastic. the 2 hours that hav been allocated had completely work out. i'll say that it is outstanding.(kalau dak2 dkm 1c bace ni mest cm kembang gler).
about 8 students had work on their presentation on public speaking after 2 weeks of harwork study for the topic. it is admitted that i am fussy. though, it is for sumthin gud in return, of cause.
started wit paat. presenting on d topic of 'how to juggle step by step'. his is not bad. very energetic for d opening. stand up wit new shopped attire, 3 tennis ball in hand. 2 get 2 know paat - funny n really luv 2 talk back in class. never thought that he could hav made it gud. unpredictable. really! ( at d end of his presentation, sum1 revealed- "dats my shirt, i lend him." daAAAA ;P
THEY go on various topic. suba wit her poster of tamil famous muvi, matno wit his recipe, datok on cigarettes, kechik on money3, pooli wit the herry potter, indi band by najmi, wan to tell about his vespa n shafiq to how to play guitar.
it never come accross ma mind 2 hav this stunning morning. we gathered in front of ma office a.k.a laman bestari.'kinda luvly spot in jpa' hahaha....( 2 whom it may concern). it was frustrated at the beginning bcoz i couldn't get the hailer. but thing goes smoothly when all voice can be heard clearly due to x much distance. n wat so surprising is... they get excited n more fans come out.( it is bcoz, they goin 2 lab 4 other classes.just a dropby 2 actually bzbody.;p)
our 2nd last presentation was from shafiq 'd so called comel guy.'( oh yeah??!!T_T)
wearing colorful checked shirt, he kinda making graNd entrance by holding his guitar. sum of the frenz st up d place which is no more at the garden but now we r under d stairways. begin, he showed us the parts of guitar. a very average english but still a gud try. he must hav put much effort on dat. which is great.
and here comes wat so surprise......
he giv us a very luvly presentation playing few songs. n wat is more surprising n unpredictable, they got special appearance singer. farouk his besties. soooooo cool.
and d whole class gave full support to them. it was very entertaining n releasing.
this is wat we call great companions. together you go guys. luv u so much!
actual fact is dat, i've had dis similar presentation sum previous sem. sumhow, d support r diffrent. ya, s said that people r differ from each other. i would say dat previous student did it better himself. but, s far s luv is concerned, this together workout made the best. n he remind me of 1 thing.
my besties.....
kpmim decomers..... our public speaking presentation.(d 1 onstairways.mia with 'wats up wit luv' poster)
myslians........... our roleplay presentation (aku si peminta sedekah)
time passes by, the memmories remain still. rite?!
luv u all
sum how, wat we had yesterday was sum sort of having our sweet time together. every1 seem 2 b very enthusiastic. the 2 hours that hav been allocated had completely work out. i'll say that it is outstanding.(kalau dak2 dkm 1c bace ni mest cm kembang gler).
about 8 students had work on their presentation on public speaking after 2 weeks of harwork study for the topic. it is admitted that i am fussy. though, it is for sumthin gud in return, of cause.
started wit paat. presenting on d topic of 'how to juggle step by step'. his is not bad. very energetic for d opening. stand up wit new shopped attire, 3 tennis ball in hand. 2 get 2 know paat - funny n really luv 2 talk back in class. never thought that he could hav made it gud. unpredictable. really! ( at d end of his presentation, sum1 revealed- "dats my shirt, i lend him." daAAAA ;P
THEY go on various topic. suba wit her poster of tamil famous muvi, matno wit his recipe, datok on cigarettes, kechik on money3, pooli wit the herry potter, indi band by najmi, wan to tell about his vespa n shafiq to how to play guitar.
it never come accross ma mind 2 hav this stunning morning. we gathered in front of ma office a.k.a laman bestari.'kinda luvly spot in jpa' hahaha....( 2 whom it may concern). it was frustrated at the beginning bcoz i couldn't get the hailer. but thing goes smoothly when all voice can be heard clearly due to x much distance. n wat so surprising is... they get excited n more fans come out.( it is bcoz, they goin 2 lab 4 other classes.just a dropby 2 actually bzbody.;p)
our 2nd last presentation was from shafiq 'd so called comel guy.'( oh yeah??!!T_T)
wearing colorful checked shirt, he kinda making graNd entrance by holding his guitar. sum of the frenz st up d place which is no more at the garden but now we r under d stairways. begin, he showed us the parts of guitar. a very average english but still a gud try. he must hav put much effort on dat. which is great.
and here comes wat so surprise......
he giv us a very luvly presentation playing few songs. n wat is more surprising n unpredictable, they got special appearance singer. farouk his besties. soooooo cool.
and d whole class gave full support to them. it was very entertaining n releasing.
this is wat we call great companions. together you go guys. luv u so much!
actual fact is dat, i've had dis similar presentation sum previous sem. sumhow, d support r diffrent. ya, s said that people r differ from each other. i would say dat previous student did it better himself. but, s far s luv is concerned, this together workout made the best. n he remind me of 1 thing.
my besties.....
kpmim decomers..... our public speaking presentation.(d 1 onstairways.mia with 'wats up wit luv' poster)
myslians........... our roleplay presentation (aku si peminta sedekah)
time passes by, the memmories remain still. rite?!
luv u all
Thursday, January 13, 2011
WORKSTRESS
RAMAI rakyat Malaysia yg menanam anggur kerana pelbagai sebab. pengangguran berlaku kerana sebab-sebab menanam anggur yg dijadikan alasan.menolak pekerjaan yg diterima atau belum diterima juga antr baja kepada aktiviti ini.
"gaji kecik, lh. ak kn, ade degreee... xkn nk keje cm ni je?"
"ak xnk keje cm ni. ak nk keje yg ade job satisfaction. bwat ape yg ak minat, ak suke. br blh perform"
"jauh sgt, tempat 2. rural area. leceh semuanye. xnk lh."
ini ant komen2 biase didgr oleh penganggur yg makin lebat hasil tuaiannye.
aku n kerjaya
ikhlasnye, ak sgt meminati bidang ini. cukup segalanya bg ak. pulangannye. kepuasannye. kemashurannye. dan segalanye. alhamdulillah dr ak bwat ilahi ats kurnia ini.
tp
puas kah org dgn ak?
"die xde itu...."
"mane blh die bwat ini..."
"die sebenarnye x layak utk ini, rsnye....."
"macamane awak blh bwat ni?...."
KONKLUSI
kate cinte, ini bkn amerika. org x dengki utk berjaya. siape usaha die dapat die punye.
ini lh kite. semuanye begini. org2 nye memang begini. nk naik mmg harus begini. org jujur x hidup disini.sapu2, sket. gosok2, siket. bwat lh if kau nk naik cepat.
life goes on 2 b face n retrieve d fact.
moge tuhan lindungi semue.
amin...
"gaji kecik, lh. ak kn, ade degreee... xkn nk keje cm ni je?"
"ak xnk keje cm ni. ak nk keje yg ade job satisfaction. bwat ape yg ak minat, ak suke. br blh perform"
"jauh sgt, tempat 2. rural area. leceh semuanye. xnk lh."
ini ant komen2 biase didgr oleh penganggur yg makin lebat hasil tuaiannye.
aku n kerjaya
ikhlasnye, ak sgt meminati bidang ini. cukup segalanya bg ak. pulangannye. kepuasannye. kemashurannye. dan segalanye. alhamdulillah dr ak bwat ilahi ats kurnia ini.
tp
puas kah org dgn ak?
"die xde itu...."
"mane blh die bwat ini..."
"die sebenarnye x layak utk ini, rsnye....."
"macamane awak blh bwat ni?...."
KONKLUSI
kate cinte, ini bkn amerika. org x dengki utk berjaya. siape usaha die dapat die punye.
ini lh kite. semuanye begini. org2 nye memang begini. nk naik mmg harus begini. org jujur x hidup disini.sapu2, sket. gosok2, siket. bwat lh if kau nk naik cepat.
life goes on 2 b face n retrieve d fact.
moge tuhan lindungi semue.
amin...
Saturday, January 8, 2011
KENAPE JULIAMOYU LAME X BERBLOG
lame sgt dh x mengatasi tarikh (updating)di blog ini, kn?
salam buat semue yg merindu n dirindui selalu.
assalamualaikum, salam sejahtere, salam bahagia salam cinte kaseh syg, salam muhibbah, salam salam semue.
kenape, juliamoyu lame x berblog?
ramai yg tanye soalan ni. barangkali dh bosan jg bertanye soalan yg sama. kan? pasti ade sebab dan jawapan utk soalan ini. ( ketika ini ak mnyedari sesuatu. taipan ku makin laju. mungkin makin mahir dek kerja2 typing yg makin menimbun. ak ni keje mengaja ke, menaip? hehehe...)
ramai juge yg dh x tau status ak, sbb dh lame gler x share kt cni. ok, ak mengambil kesempatan ni utk berkongsi sdikit dh kisah hidup n rutin harian seorg julia;
pertama - berat badan meningkat dr sblm melahirkn. sikit je. kerana ak breastfeed baby.
lagi pertaMA - ak telah melahirkn seorg QASEH AZALIA MUHAMMAD AZAM pd 16 julai 2010. bayi seberat 3.1kg di hospital pakar kuantan. bercuti maternity leave n telah pn blk bertugas seminggu lps raye aidilfitri thn lps.
kedua - qseh skrg dh menghapiri usia 6 bln. dh pandai meniarap n buat pelbagai bunyi bising sebagai refleksi perasaannye. contohnye, bunyi bising;
"aieeY2" ble org xde kt sblh. sbagai tanda "jgn tinggal sy sorg"
"mmmm...." ble disuapkn mkn. sbg tande " terime kasih sbb suapkn n faham perasaan nk mkn sy ini"
" aieeejah2" ble dh bjaye tiarapkn bdan. sbg tande "tgk la sy yg dh pandai mniarap sendiri ni..."
"aieee...jeee ah" ble duduk kt ribe ibu ms tgh taip entry. sbg tande " urm... ok la entry ni. tulis cpat sket spy sy blh cpat sket ilangkn dahage tkak yg dh haus bising ni"
ketiga - telah pun mencapai usia 27 thn pd nu ye aritu.
keempat - tu jelh, ,kot. sbb yg lain blom berubah. mAsih lg menjd ahli kelab PJJ di jpa polijb. credit kpd ahli2 lain yg dh berjaye keluar club n credit jg kpd yg masih jd ahli. jgn lupe isi lg borg utk thn ni, ye.
berbalik kpd topik di atas.
kenape, ye?
byk sebab yg mempengruhi keadaan ini. mungkin mereka yg berada dalam kasut juliamoyu akn faham sepenohnya. dan sebenarnye.... ade beberape perasaan yg mendorong kejadian ini.
pertama -
sy tidak punyer cukup waktu luang utk update. sy ibu berkerjaya yg tinggal hanya berdua dgn baby sy. bibik yg balik nk kawen n x dtg lg. cinte yg berpisah d mate demi tggjwb n mase depan yg lebih baik.
kedua -
ketandusan idea dek kesibukan lain yg bertandang lebih dulu dlm minda.
ketiga -
keraguan tentang berblog dgn berperasaan. individu berblog utk meluah idea n perasaan.
smpai sini dulu. kewajiban memanggil.
salam buat semue yg merindu n dirindui selalu.
assalamualaikum, salam sejahtere, salam bahagia salam cinte kaseh syg, salam muhibbah, salam salam semue.
kenape, juliamoyu lame x berblog?
ramai yg tanye soalan ni. barangkali dh bosan jg bertanye soalan yg sama. kan? pasti ade sebab dan jawapan utk soalan ini. ( ketika ini ak mnyedari sesuatu. taipan ku makin laju. mungkin makin mahir dek kerja2 typing yg makin menimbun. ak ni keje mengaja ke, menaip? hehehe...)
ramai juge yg dh x tau status ak, sbb dh lame gler x share kt cni. ok, ak mengambil kesempatan ni utk berkongsi sdikit dh kisah hidup n rutin harian seorg julia;
pertama - berat badan meningkat dr sblm melahirkn. sikit je. kerana ak breastfeed baby.
lagi pertaMA - ak telah melahirkn seorg QASEH AZALIA MUHAMMAD AZAM pd 16 julai 2010. bayi seberat 3.1kg di hospital pakar kuantan. bercuti maternity leave n telah pn blk bertugas seminggu lps raye aidilfitri thn lps.
kedua - qseh skrg dh menghapiri usia 6 bln. dh pandai meniarap n buat pelbagai bunyi bising sebagai refleksi perasaannye. contohnye, bunyi bising;
"aieeY2" ble org xde kt sblh. sbagai tanda "jgn tinggal sy sorg"
"mmmm...." ble disuapkn mkn. sbg tande " terime kasih sbb suapkn n faham perasaan nk mkn sy ini"
" aieeejah2" ble dh bjaye tiarapkn bdan. sbg tande "tgk la sy yg dh pandai mniarap sendiri ni..."
"aieee...jeee ah" ble duduk kt ribe ibu ms tgh taip entry. sbg tande " urm... ok la entry ni. tulis cpat sket spy sy blh cpat sket ilangkn dahage tkak yg dh haus bising ni"
ketiga - telah pun mencapai usia 27 thn pd nu ye aritu.
keempat - tu jelh, ,kot. sbb yg lain blom berubah. mAsih lg menjd ahli kelab PJJ di jpa polijb. credit kpd ahli2 lain yg dh berjaye keluar club n credit jg kpd yg masih jd ahli. jgn lupe isi lg borg utk thn ni, ye.
berbalik kpd topik di atas.
kenape, ye?
byk sebab yg mempengruhi keadaan ini. mungkin mereka yg berada dalam kasut juliamoyu akn faham sepenohnya. dan sebenarnye.... ade beberape perasaan yg mendorong kejadian ini.
pertama -
sy tidak punyer cukup waktu luang utk update. sy ibu berkerjaya yg tinggal hanya berdua dgn baby sy. bibik yg balik nk kawen n x dtg lg. cinte yg berpisah d mate demi tggjwb n mase depan yg lebih baik.
kedua -
ketandusan idea dek kesibukan lain yg bertandang lebih dulu dlm minda.
ketiga -
keraguan tentang berblog dgn berperasaan. individu berblog utk meluah idea n perasaan.
smpai sini dulu. kewajiban memanggil.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
PINDAH
UP till 2day, dh almost 4 months i am here. kt pasir gudang. n till this time also, azam is still trying 2 get transfered here. kadn ok, kdg k.o gk jiwe ni. but what 2 do. life goes on. tdor x nyenyak, ke, mkn x lalu, ke, jiwe kacau, ke, ape2 pn, ke, i still have 2 live life, ite?
what is about 2 b a good thing, is that, next weekend, (not this 1), my mi amor is coming with all of our stuff from pj 2 here. in other words, MOVED. but only apply to the stuff, not himself. sounds like 'pity me' but not bad when he has put his best on all of this matter. ( i damn luv him, anyway). at least, he can make me comfort wit all d facilities n accommodation n a feel that chenta ade even it is just his kepam smell of his bantal.
nothing much 2 say about this PJJ ( Perkahwinan Jarak Jauh)a term given by others in d department -JPA (Jabatan Pengajian Am) @ PJB (Politeknik Johor Bahru). we r just like having a PJJ club here. all about d same issue. kne transfer n d spouse blm dpt tukar, xnk tukar cz nk ikot suami tp x dpt lg, xnk tukar cz nk blk kg n spouse is already there. no job satisfaction here, wishing 2 tukar n mcm2 lg.
2 me, keje kt mane2 pn same. cz u'll never knoe wat is going 2 happen until u were there. if u moved bcoz of others, then u'll might b facing d same situation wherever u go.
mlm td, i cannot sleep well bcoz of the lambed. Backbone ache. sian... kn? xpe lh. kjap je. 2 3 days until nora is back.
now i have to make myself bz wit anything so i can minimize my thought of sunyi, sepi, n rindu 2 chenta. dis weekend 2 kemas2 rmh dpn, s preparation for chenta's coming next week. n ape2 je lh.
i try 2 strengthen my spirit, mind, n soul for stiap awan kelabu, ade jalur perak (every clouds have its silver lining)a.k.a setiap yg berlaku, ade hikmah d sbaliknya.
for now, i am just thinking of seeing him next weekend. not matter with the stuff or not. but he is my loved stuff ever.
insyaAllah, d cheer will still b there s long s we never forget 2 ask from the ALmighty.
aku mencintainya, demi cintaku pd-Mu ya Allah. moga aku dicintainya, demi cintanya pd-Mu Ya Allah.
AMIN......
what is about 2 b a good thing, is that, next weekend, (not this 1), my mi amor is coming with all of our stuff from pj 2 here. in other words, MOVED. but only apply to the stuff, not himself. sounds like 'pity me' but not bad when he has put his best on all of this matter. ( i damn luv him, anyway). at least, he can make me comfort wit all d facilities n accommodation n a feel that chenta ade even it is just his kepam smell of his bantal.
nothing much 2 say about this PJJ ( Perkahwinan Jarak Jauh)a term given by others in d department -JPA (Jabatan Pengajian Am) @ PJB (Politeknik Johor Bahru). we r just like having a PJJ club here. all about d same issue. kne transfer n d spouse blm dpt tukar, xnk tukar cz nk ikot suami tp x dpt lg, xnk tukar cz nk blk kg n spouse is already there. no job satisfaction here, wishing 2 tukar n mcm2 lg.
2 me, keje kt mane2 pn same. cz u'll never knoe wat is going 2 happen until u were there. if u moved bcoz of others, then u'll might b facing d same situation wherever u go.
mlm td, i cannot sleep well bcoz of the lambed. Backbone ache. sian... kn? xpe lh. kjap je. 2 3 days until nora is back.
now i have to make myself bz wit anything so i can minimize my thought of sunyi, sepi, n rindu 2 chenta. dis weekend 2 kemas2 rmh dpn, s preparation for chenta's coming next week. n ape2 je lh.
i try 2 strengthen my spirit, mind, n soul for stiap awan kelabu, ade jalur perak (every clouds have its silver lining)a.k.a setiap yg berlaku, ade hikmah d sbaliknya.
for now, i am just thinking of seeing him next weekend. not matter with the stuff or not. but he is my loved stuff ever.
insyaAllah, d cheer will still b there s long s we never forget 2 ask from the ALmighty.
aku mencintainya, demi cintaku pd-Mu ya Allah. moga aku dicintainya, demi cintanya pd-Mu Ya Allah.
AMIN......
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
KetIka CinTa BerTasBih
Ost. Ketika Cinta Bertasbih (Melly Goeslaw & Amee)
Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu
Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit
Ketika cinta bertasbih nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur padamu atas segala cinta
Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu
Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit
Ketika cinta bertasbih nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur padamu atas segala cinta
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
DUNIA KERJAYA
sekarang ni byk perubahan dh berlaku. makin hari berlalu, hidup rs makin tua. hati jd makin tegar. jiwa makin matang n perasaan jd terkawal. ini tanda kedewasaan? lambat btol seorg JULIA jd dewasa.
mungkin byk benar, nye.
dulu sorg, pastu berdua, skarang cinte jarak jauh plak.x lama lg bertige, insyaAllah. dulu menternak anggur dgn harapan akan membesar jd bas. pastu bekerja lambang berdikari kononnye. kemudian, behenti akan alasan tiada kepuasan. kini kembali ke dunia kerjaya yg pernah jd cite2. ALHAMDULILLAH.....
serasa jd org lain.
seperti berhijrah ke benua baru.
bak tersedar dari mimpi yg panjang.
aku terima semua sbg rezeki dari ilahi. seperti kata umi.
"rezeki... dapat semua sekaligus. naik pelamin, dapat kerje, x lama lg dapat baby plak."
ALHAMDULILLAH...
apa yg nk ditekankn dsini adalah, hidup manusia bekerjaya. kini aku mulai paham. kalau kerja bukan semata utk duet. dulu aku mungkin begitu. riang tiap kali tiba 30hb. dh 2, tunggu lg 15hb. betol2 menantikan 2k, 3k yg masuk. (teledirect telecommerce mmg tmpt kerja yg bagus utk anak muda x berpengalaman yg glekn dwet). tp skarang berbeza sungguh. x aku fikir ble hari gaji. x ku kesah brape byk dlm akaun. tiap pagi aku terjage, aku semangat sekali nk ke pejabat. bukan bertemu kawan, tp seronok bersama anak2 remaja yg kadang susah nk dikawal. tp jrg menyebabkn marah pjg. walau kadg bwat aku jg singa.
walau mlm, pandanganku kelam airmata dek berjauhan. siangnyer aku senang. gundah jd hilang. masalah tenggelam. yg ade, rs suke mendengar salam. walau kadang dr yg tanpa suara. ku jwb tanpa suara jg. walau langkah dtg diiring senyum keliling kadg masam x kenal. aku senang dengan kerjayaku kini. tugasanku x buat aku mengeluh penah. x buat aku gelisah hilang hubungan. aku senang. senang sekali. walau hanya siangnye. x mengapa. aku akan selalu belajar. kalau hidup, memang perlu penmgorbanan. jarak bukan alasan kurangkn rs cinta. malah aku makin jd manusia penuh pengertian. skrg aku faham, kalau tika telefon x bdering, bukan kerana terlupa. tp kerana ingatkn tanggungjwb dibahu.
apa yg penting?
selain kerjasama, jujur n cinta hilangkn ragu. atas nama cinta, percaya jd perkara penting. atas nama cinta, hati gundah jd tenang, senang. atas nama cinta, cemburu jd rindu!
lalu....
aku jd makin rajin kerja. sbb aku ingin waktu cepat berlalu. biar nnt chenta dtg lg. walau hanya 4 5 hari dlm sebulan. cintaku x berkurang. hilang.
dunia kerjaya ku buat aku mampu pinggirkn rs gulana jiwa. walau tiap solat x lupa aku berdoa. moga cepat didekatkn dengan cinte.
ini dunia kerjayaku kini. menyampaikan yg aku tau, kepada yg x tau. bersuara atau bisu. aku usaha sebaiknye.
POLITEKNIK JOHOR BAHRU. tempat yg x pernah menjengah walau dalam mimpi. tp kini aku disini. mendidik, menyampai ilmu, berkongsi tahu.
jauh di mate dgn cinte. dekat amat dihati dgn kaseh tulus ingatan.
terima kaseh teman2 yg menghulur tolong bantu. walau x hilang, paling tidak sedih x terus mendidih. sunyi x terus mengelilingi.
sayang semue!
mungkin byk benar, nye.
dulu sorg, pastu berdua, skarang cinte jarak jauh plak.x lama lg bertige, insyaAllah. dulu menternak anggur dgn harapan akan membesar jd bas. pastu bekerja lambang berdikari kononnye. kemudian, behenti akan alasan tiada kepuasan. kini kembali ke dunia kerjaya yg pernah jd cite2. ALHAMDULILLAH.....
serasa jd org lain.
seperti berhijrah ke benua baru.
bak tersedar dari mimpi yg panjang.
aku terima semua sbg rezeki dari ilahi. seperti kata umi.
"rezeki... dapat semua sekaligus. naik pelamin, dapat kerje, x lama lg dapat baby plak."
ALHAMDULILLAH...
apa yg nk ditekankn dsini adalah, hidup manusia bekerjaya. kini aku mulai paham. kalau kerja bukan semata utk duet. dulu aku mungkin begitu. riang tiap kali tiba 30hb. dh 2, tunggu lg 15hb. betol2 menantikan 2k, 3k yg masuk. (teledirect telecommerce mmg tmpt kerja yg bagus utk anak muda x berpengalaman yg glekn dwet). tp skarang berbeza sungguh. x aku fikir ble hari gaji. x ku kesah brape byk dlm akaun. tiap pagi aku terjage, aku semangat sekali nk ke pejabat. bukan bertemu kawan, tp seronok bersama anak2 remaja yg kadang susah nk dikawal. tp jrg menyebabkn marah pjg. walau kadg bwat aku jg singa.
walau mlm, pandanganku kelam airmata dek berjauhan. siangnyer aku senang. gundah jd hilang. masalah tenggelam. yg ade, rs suke mendengar salam. walau kadang dr yg tanpa suara. ku jwb tanpa suara jg. walau langkah dtg diiring senyum keliling kadg masam x kenal. aku senang dengan kerjayaku kini. tugasanku x buat aku mengeluh penah. x buat aku gelisah hilang hubungan. aku senang. senang sekali. walau hanya siangnye. x mengapa. aku akan selalu belajar. kalau hidup, memang perlu penmgorbanan. jarak bukan alasan kurangkn rs cinta. malah aku makin jd manusia penuh pengertian. skrg aku faham, kalau tika telefon x bdering, bukan kerana terlupa. tp kerana ingatkn tanggungjwb dibahu.
apa yg penting?
selain kerjasama, jujur n cinta hilangkn ragu. atas nama cinta, percaya jd perkara penting. atas nama cinta, hati gundah jd tenang, senang. atas nama cinta, cemburu jd rindu!
lalu....
aku jd makin rajin kerja. sbb aku ingin waktu cepat berlalu. biar nnt chenta dtg lg. walau hanya 4 5 hari dlm sebulan. cintaku x berkurang. hilang.
dunia kerjaya ku buat aku mampu pinggirkn rs gulana jiwa. walau tiap solat x lupa aku berdoa. moga cepat didekatkn dengan cinte.
ini dunia kerjayaku kini. menyampaikan yg aku tau, kepada yg x tau. bersuara atau bisu. aku usaha sebaiknye.
POLITEKNIK JOHOR BAHRU. tempat yg x pernah menjengah walau dalam mimpi. tp kini aku disini. mendidik, menyampai ilmu, berkongsi tahu.
jauh di mate dgn cinte. dekat amat dihati dgn kaseh tulus ingatan.
terima kaseh teman2 yg menghulur tolong bantu. walau x hilang, paling tidak sedih x terus mendidih. sunyi x terus mengelilingi.
sayang semue!
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